I really need to get this off of my chest before I make things worse. Without a doubt, you guys know that lately I've been a bit of a troublemaker. I've been harassing staff and have been a very unpleasant person to be around or to deal with. I know my reputation with the server has lowered a lot, I am not blind to it and it does affect me. It really is not a good feeling at all, and YukiTheater means a lot to me. I am genuinely sorry for the drama I have stirred up, with everyone. Staff or player, I am genuinely sorry. I've done my fair share of gossip and annoyance. I'm unhappy. I'm unhappy because I lose friends, good friends. I have lost a lot of good friends on this server. I like being around people who like me, who doesn't like that feeling? It's uncomfortable to be around people who think you're scum. I wish I was more social so I could make new friends but due to personal reasons, that is like telling me to jump the grand canyon. I owe a serious apology to everyone I have affected on the server, and merely just want to start over, I want to set the past in the past and move on. My ultimate goal is to try and become friends with the people I used to have a fun time with. I'm sorry.